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Beauty & Ostracism - ShannaBanana - Nov 17 2024
I thought I would post a discussion thread on how women are conditioned to compete with each other over who is more physically appealing. This has been a sore spot for me for a couple decades now.
I am not considered conventionally attractive, nor have I tried to make myself. I am a woman of color so on one hand I think that may have contributed to me not really participating.
On the other hand, I noticed a drastic shift in the mindset of my peers by the age of 12 as many girls started to care deeply about their physical appearance. I think there is a lot of trauma around this time for me because I remember being ostracized for not fitting into this beauty mold. I wasn't exactly bullied for it, but I was completely shunned.
I didn't understand. My mother never raised me that way and at the time I still had a child's brain, thinking about child things. I enjoyed learning and school and wanted to play. Before then, I was happy. Now, I couldn't be myself.
In recent years, I've been trying to forgive myself for having self-esteem issues because I did not cause this. It also stinks that it's hard to have this discussion without acquiring labels such as jealous or jaded or bitter. Patriarchy has really done a number in twisting narratives to continue the status quo.
The older I become, the more I like and appreciate the way I look. I still look the same, but I have more understanding of what the beauty industry stands for and that it is meant to play on your "insecurities". It's all about capitalism. How dare anyone be okay with the way they look naturally, ESPECIALLY if their look does not cater to the male (and now majority female) gaze?
Our physical appearance was never meant to determine whether we were loved and accepted or not. Never. I still struggle with these thoughts and just what I went through as a child, as I'm sure many other women have too. But I'm hoping with time and more knowledge and understanding, and being able to talk about this in spaces like this can lead to further healing ❤.
Here is a nice article that nicely articulates what I'm trying to say Not Everyone Has To Be Beautiful And That's Okay.
RE: Beauty & Ostracism - Clover - Nov 18 2024
I don't think I'm conventionally attractive either. I think I cared about it in high school, because I wanted to be liked. There's no denying attractive people are treated better by society, there have been studies on this. And high school is a very superficial time.
In middle school, I had most of the same friends from elementary school, and we were all weirdos. So we did not really care about beauty/appearances, we were busy being weird nerds. Though, I do remember a boy telling me I looked like "the wicked witch of the west" in middle school due to my large roman nose. And I've had fleeting insecurities about my nose as recently as a few years ago (I remember I had taken a selfie of my face from the side, stared at it for a while, and then used a marker tool on my phone to "erase" my roman nose bump, and then compared the edited photo to the original several times), so I wonder if that probably had some sort of lasting impression on me.
I think for me, my low self esteem about my appearance, was mainly caused the overarching societal message through media and advertisements that women and girls "should" be beautiful. My mother, who was, and still is, extremely into appearances, may have also been a factor. She would sometimes try to make me look "nice" and "pretty" and take pictures of me. As soon as she got her aesthetician's license, she would want to wax my eyebrows (and body hair), tint my lashes, curl my lashes, etc.
Quote:In recent years, I've been trying to forgive myself for having self-esteem issues because I did not cause this. It also stinks that it's hard to have this discussion without acquiring labels such as jealous or jaded or bitter
I was about to say that for me it's not hard to have these discussions, but I realize I have them online in feminist spaces lol, so of course it wouldn't be hard for me there. I'm sure if I tried to talk about it in real life with my friends, the best I would get are weird "pro beauty culture" platitudes like "noooo you're really pretty," or worse, makeup advice or possibly even plastic surgery advice.
The issue isn't that I'm not beautiful and I need to be, the issue is that I'm not beautiful and society makes it feel like I should be, just because I'm a woman.Quote:Our physical appearance was never meant to determine whether we were loved and accepted or not. Never.
Definitely! 💜
Quote:Here is a nice article that nicely articulates what I'm trying to say Not Everyone Has To Be Beautiful And That's Okay.
The Patty and Selma header image for that article LOL. I love it.
As I've gotten older, I have been caring less and less about my appearance. One thing that makes my heart hurt, is when I stumbled upon some old school photos of myself from middle school and high school. I was like "aw what a sweet young girl" but I remember how much I hated myself and how ugly I thought I was in those moments. I wish girls didn't grow up in a world that constantly suggests that 1. they aren't beautiful enough and 2. that it even matters that they're beautiful in the first place.
RE: Beauty & Ostracism - RusticTroglodyte - Nov 18 2024
This is a weird topic for me bc I was an ugly duckling type who became "pretty" in my teen years, then I started drinking heavily and gained a bunch of weight in my 20s. I felt like I went from ugly to pretty to ugly again. I have literally had ppl say that to me.
I find as I get older, I care less about my appearance and am just more comfortable in my own skin, but there's still occasional lingering insecurities
RE: Beauty & Ostracism - real_feminist - Nov 18 2024
Quote:There's no denying attractive people are treated better by society, there have been studies on this.
I really hate the myth of "pretty privilege". Male attention is not a privilege. Sexual objectification and harassment is not a privilege. The idea of conventional beauty is a double-edged sword that pits women against each other -- both sides are harmed in different ways.
Studies have shown that women are paid more for engaging in beauty practices like make-up. That is not the same as someone naturally being conventionally attractive. It's about a woman demonstrating that she's willing to mold herself to men's desires.
RE: Beauty & Ostracism - Clover - Nov 18 2024
(Nov 18 2024, 7:57 PM)real_feministQuote:There's no denying attractive people are treated better by society, there have been studies on this.
I really hate the myth of "pretty privilege". Male attention is not a privilege. Sexual objectification and harassment is not a privilege. The idea of conventional beauty is a double-edged sword that pits women against each other -- both sides are harmed in different ways.
Studies have shown that women are paid more for engaging in beauty practices like make-up. That is not the same as someone naturally being conventionally attractive. It's about a woman demonstrating that she's willing to mold herself to men's desires.
To be honest, I wasn't thinking of "pretty privilege" when I made that statement. I was thinking more of studies that show both sexes get judged on their appearances and get "benefits" for it.
How beautiful people see the world: Cooperativeness judgments of and by beautiful people Our findings demonstrate the robustness of the beauty bias and its irrelevance for making accurate predictions. We further observe that individuals are affected by the beauty bias irrespective of their beauty. Overall, the results highlight the importance of strong institutions that protect individuals from falling prey to the beauty bias.https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0167268123004584
About the book Beauty Pays The first book to seriously measure the advantages of beauty, Beauty Pays demonstrates how society favors the beautiful and how better-looking people experience startling but undeniable benefits in all aspects of life. Noted economist Daniel Hamermesh shows that the attractive are more likely to be employed, work more productively and profitably, receive more substantial pay, obtain loan approvals, negotiate loans with better terms, and have more handsome and highly educated spouses. Hamermesh explains why this happens and what it means for the beautiful—and the not-so-beautiful—among us.https://www.degruyter.com/document/doi/10.1515/9781400839445/html
Facial Attractiveness and Lifetime Earnings: Evidence from a Cohort Study We use unique longitudinal data to document an economically and statistically significant positive correlation between the facial attractiveness of male high school graduates and their subsequent labor market earnings. [...] Our findings are consistent with attractiveness being an enduring, positive labor market characteristic.https://direct.mit.edu/rest/article-abstract/97/1/14/58207/Facial-Attractiveness-and-Lifetime-Earnings
I consider "pretty privilege" something separate, which is essentially a form of misogyny conventionally attractive women receive. I think the OP of this post even somewhat mentions this in her post where she says "women are conditioned to compete with each other over who is more physically appealing", which I think conventionally attractive women sometimes find themselves in these unintentional "competitions" that derive from internalized misogyny.